I'm not a talker. Anyone who knows me knows just how true this is. When confrontation occurs, I get emotional and can never manage to get the point I want across. I don't like being interrupted when I am trying to share my opinions or feelings. I lose focus and get frustrated. I am much more comfortable scribbling everything I need to say down and letting the person read it and then talk about it. That way they know exactly what I am thinking and I don't have to fight trying to get a word in.
I also have a problem opening up to people. People are so quick to judge and hard to trust. It is very frustrating. One downside to moving is that I lost the 2 people that I could tell anything to and they wouldn't judge me for it. I could be silly, crazy, sad, mad, and it didn't matter. They would always listen to me. Here, I didn't have that. I don't have that. We all know how family goes, so I have no one there. I had one person I really trusted, and that didn't turn out well. So here I am. Hello blog, my friend.
I am going to talk (well, type i guess...) about anything and everything that comes to mind. Whether is be emotional, funny, or serious. If you get offended easily, please don't read. Or take a look in the mirror; Maybe there was a reason for it...
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